Sometime I don’t want to think, not a single thing. I want my mind to become total vacant. I don’t want to feel any emotion. My neurones are tired of carrying thousands of emotions all the time. I don’t find the words to arrange them in sentence. It seems words are hiding from me, they are protecting themselves from my ruthless ink.
I can eliminate all the fears
Which are holding me back,
My feet are one step away
from neverending adventure,
I’m still stubborn and wild
and no fear can make my heart fool.
Mid June sky, it was blue, peaceful and calm blue. I was sitting next to an iron window. My hands wanted to touch the blueish sky but I wasn’t a bird to fly towards them and touch them. I was penning lines for nature’s invincible beauty and the chemistry professor might be assuming, he got attentive student. Chemistry! It’s been nine years chemistry still goes over my head. Those chemical equations were buzzing in my ears which my brain couldn’t analyse. The view through the window was more breathtaking than the inside of the classroom. I had crush upon science but I was in love with literature, enigmatical words, waves of emotions behind the relations and fiction but mostly reflection of reality.
A woman will fail when she will start depending upon a man. If she is thinking that a man will come to her life and he will fulfill all her expectations then she’ll be having pathetic life. There’s no point to depend upon a man only because you’re a woman. You’re equally capable of achieving success.
Remove the fear from your heart if you walk alone. Dear, you’re enough alone to face life.
That night was long like a year.
It was humming the same dark song again.
I saw her hiding in corner,
both of her hands were on her ears.
I saw her round, big eyes but full of fear.
Dogs were barking on the street next to window.
The thin hands of the wall clock never stopped ticking,
her shivering lips and unuttered requests to them remained sealed.
And I saw her hiding in corner.
Emotion_ it’s really a simple word. Interestingly its function is vast and complicated. It’s foolish to cling at single emotion, especially the negative thoughts and past failures. They will only ruin your both present and future.
Choose your emotions carefully before it overpowers your peace of mind.
Come, ride with me
to the edge of the horizon
I swear, it will be only you and me
We’ll save golden memories
inside silver pages,
Oh baby, we’ll carry our roses
in our old pockets,
We’ll hide behind the blue clouds
when the monsters will come to hunt us.